spirited away

spirited away into another world
where gods rest from their tiring jobs
i was there alone lost and hungry
then i met you

you looked at me through you brown eyes
and the wind played with you silky hair
i didnt know who are you
but you said you knew me

you helped me through times of hard
and helped me find my own way home
but when i asked if we would ever meet again
you only told me hopefully

i wonder where you are now
are you flying through the sky
when will we ever meet again
dont tell me hopefully
i want to embrace you again

based on the movie spirited away.

death

death might solve your problems
but it is not the last resort
think of the beauty of life
and the pain of death
the sorrow you will bring
to all you friends and family
and the happiness you experienced
here on this earth
there might be sorrow and pain
but all these could be solved
stop thinking of death
it will not do you any good
throw that penknife away
stop the thoughts of
slitting your wrist
life is beautiful though its painful
but if you die you wont be able
to experience these happiness again

regret

i could see my future
it is all black and dark
all i could do was to look back and agonise
my life now is full of regret
i shouldnt have done it
i should have thought of the consequences
then i wouldnt be this way
thinking of what i should have done
over and over again
till my head threatens to burst

didn't mean to

i did not mean to fall in love with you
but whenever i look at you
i could not control my own feelings
all i could think of is you
all i wanted to do was to embrace you
with these hands of mine
and not letting go till the sun sets
i did not know love could be so sweet
i thought love is just a lie
but now that i have found you
i cannot live without you

broken wings

i could hold this tears no more
they came streaming down my face
i sobbed uncontrollably in a dark corner
trying in vain to stop my tears
i thought that this love won't end
i thought i have found the right one
but what is left now are sorrow and pain
and sad memories of the past
i am now in solitude
you turned your back on me
and what's left of me
is a pair of broken wings

memories

u left this world
to another land far away
too far for my hands to reach
too far for my legs to walk to
though you are now gone
your memories remain in my heart
those who dies remain in the heart
of people who had loved him
memories will never fade
even when i grow old
when all is left are the memories
of the days that had
passed away with time

she

it's the way she smiles
that makes my heart flowers
it's the way she speaks
that makes my heart beats fast
i always want to catch a
glimpse of her
whenever she is near
i dont know this feeling
it feels as though i am in heaven
when i look into your eyes
am i in love with you
though you might not know me
i will still look from a distance
you dont have to know me
i just want to know you

love

if you don't want to hurt
if you don't want to cry
if your tears never flow
if your smile never fades
then it is not called love
love hurts to the extend
if you are afraid of being hurt
then do not even fall in love
love always hurts
it hurts so much that you feel
that your heart has been torn
into bits and pieces
those who are afraid of pain
hid in the corners of their hearts
hidden by the dark shadows
to prevent themselves from
falling in love

drowning

i cant help it
i feel so helpless
am i really that useless
i drowned in my own sorrow
all i could do
was to wait for you to save me
pull me out from this river of tears
is there really nothing i could do
am i to stand there waiting
waiting helplessly feeling useless
save me now i am drowning
drowning in my own river of tears